March felt like a long month for me. By “long” I mean that it felt jam-packed with so many things I did, and completed, and was a part of. “Long” doesn’t always mean boring or uneventful for me. It felt more like never-ending …
I started off feeling a bit unsettled (as I shared in my first Friday Reflections post), but I was able to quickly nip that in the bud and establish a schedule for myself. Or establish a space that felt more like me.
I started the month with a pleasant visit from my good friend, Desi. We played tourist for a day because that’s the amount of time she stayed. A day! I established some fitness goals and though I did not completely accomplish them, I did get back on a more mindful eating pattern. As in: eating from home more, taking lunch from home instead of eating out, and making sure I ate breakfast at home (as opposed to in my car on my way to work). That has really helped. I made it a goal to join the gym, yet another month passed and I did NOT. I don’t know why I keep putting this off, lol.
I worked through some more sadness. That’s all I’m going to say about that.
I attended a play! That was unique and new in my life. I want to incorporate more art in my life, whether that be plays, or concerts, or museums, or shows, movies…etc. I’ve been craving more creativity.
I settled in a little deeper at work. I am slowly starting to get into a groove. It’s starting to feel more like “my life” and not something that I am doing… if that makes any sense at all.
Also, I made decisions regarding my love life. I have embraced my ideas and my desires about wanting to be a young woman in her mid-20’s, and NOT wanting or even working towards getting married. I am nowhere near that. And I am perfectly okay with that right now. I get to be selfish right now. And I get to do this without having to call it “selfish.”
I am excited for new and exciting things coming in the next few months, but also, I am content with my “boring-ness,” at least for now.
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